||[Apr. 13th, 2007|03:42 pm]
Outtatown South Africa: 05/06 One Heart, One Mind
Ok, so I am supposed to be studying but I just need to say this.|
Went to the Outtatown final worship thing today - we had ours at that theatre, and this year their's was at CMU. Being there was intense - I kept looking around and seeing all this passion for God, all this excitement about the year they just had, and was overwhelmed by thought of that being ME last year. I got back to Canada and another year of Outtatown has gone by without us, and that just felt weird. Their passion was contageous and I felt that same intense joy in God and desire to just seek Him with all I have. How do I carry that with me in my day to day life? Somehow worship with them felt 100 times different than it does at Wednesday Night Worship here at CMU. I don't really understand what God does on Outtatown, but it is an intense and beautiful thing, a frustratingly wonderful thing. It made me so pumped to be a leader someday. I just feel like that is something I am sure of, that I am supposed to be a leader.
I cried and felt like a tool, just remembering what it was like to feel God so closely. I miss that.
Anyhoo, also saw Pappy. AMAZING! He looks great, and so dark, lol. He and the guys are getting together tonight. Which is cool, but lame in the sense that we ALL would like to see Pappy and hang with him, not to mention the guys from our site (as it is rare to have them all together) but no, I guess us girls will hang out ourselves? I don't know. Lame.